Third day here in France, and I’ve more or less gotten used to the weather, especially the morning cold. I can walk around in normal clothes in the mornings now, but at night it gets too cold to try.

The scenery here is really awesome, and I’ve managed to wake up earlier than 8 the past 2 mornings, even with jet lag the first night. Maxine, Jaryl and I have been taking morning walks, and the view + the cold wind make it really easy to walk long distances. We nearly walked all the way to Cannes this morning, and we managed to catch a glimpse of the Swiss Alps along the way. It was really refreshing to just stop and let the wind blow through my hair too.

It was a pity that I decided not to bring my camera out today, since the view was simply stunning. But we’ve decided that we’ll definitely walk the same route again, with cameras this time. The walk took nearly 2 hours both ways, but we didn’t feel tired in the least.

Still, lots of smokers here in France, and they smoke anywhere and everywhere so I’m still getting used to that. Still, as long as you’re upwind, its perfectly fine and you can’t smell anything at all.

No houseflies here so far, so it seems the winds and cold are too much at least this season.

Pictures will be uploaded another day, hopefully.

That’s all for now! Au revoir!

Lol, strange dream last night. Must be cos of yesterday. RAWR. D:

I want to pull a Kanda on my lecturer right now. D<

Feeling damn emo now. Lol.

If there’s one thing France is good for, it’ll be that it gives me a breather from all this shit.

Because its always MY problem, MY fault, MY everything. Me, me, me. Aint I such a self-centered brat? Cos its always about me, and how I’m wrong, isn’t it.

Lol wtf. This is just effing stupid. On edge, and then this had to happen.

I really feel like swearing right now, but I know I won’t like it when the emo dies down. So I won’t.

Random quote from Winnie the Pooh.

“I used to believe in forever, but forever’s too good to be true~”

My favourite number! :3

Anyways, its only 5 days to go, and damn, I haven’t even started packing. Hahaha I’m so screwed, I tell you. SCREWED.

Anyway, reblogging from Amanda’s blog. ;3 Just because I’m bored.

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart [shizzballs, I think I have to put an X here.]
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
( ) done something you’ve regretted
(1/2 x) lost faith in love [ROFL. Nearly. Not quite, but somewhat.]
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal [I think cooking for 6 people when you have 2 is disastrous. THE PAIN]
(x) lost something/someone important to you

(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
( ) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart [Just not love, because I know most people will assume it was cos of a relationship.]
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

It’s the kind of realization you don’t want to dawn on you 10 days before you leave. Meh.

Either way, I’m getting quite excited! Haha, plus tomorrow’s Friday, and I get to meet moomoocow, shecksheck, heehaw and puppy, and maybe samurai too!

But for now…I gotta stop reading manga, stop playing around with my mac and edit the report due tomorrow. Tsk.

I feel sick. Meh.

Suanlamian Suanlamian!

Today, I rediscovered how I got the name free-flying eagle. Well, so it was a term I came up with myself, when thinking of a name for my first blog. But you get what I’m trying to say.

 

Well, maybe you don’t. Either ways, I experienced again how truly gratifying (not to mention the feeling of freedom) it can be to do something you love, and stay focused on it.

I’m gonna make use of this momentum, and get over as many hurdles as I can. Maybe I can at least increase my focus. Haha.

 

Amber Xirtan is sheer win. :3 Ann is too, but she’s pretty scary at times, eh, Fionfion? :3

KandaOC is gonna be a pain in the ass to write. Rofl. Can you imagine that Samurai-man in love with anybody? I can, and dammit, it hurts to be the girl.

No seriously. He’d just leave her to die if the mission was at stake. Can’t get much more painful than that. =o

 

And then I go and give her an ulti-sadistic innocence. >.> And then think of permanent stress effects activation can have on her. XD

Damn I feel sadistic. But it was fun discussing all the random effects with Fiona in hopes of finding a proper one. Like. Shrinking. Weird. In the end we decided the effects of the innocence were painful enough, and just let her sleep. >.>

 

Hahaha, but damn, this is gonna be fun to write. Now, I just have to draft out an actual character profile so I have a better grasp of her character. A very strong, independent and stubborn girl is all I have now. Innocent, kind, girly, tomboy, all these have yet to be decided. O_O

 

And today’s also Day 18 of Nanowrimo. Well, nearly Day 19 actually. And I decided to kill myself by throwing all my current planning out the window. Now I don’t even have any plans to work with. -.-”

Every year, I do something to kill myself when it comes to Nano. This year, I just broke the record by doing two things.

 

 

Still, in the midst of all the darker and more serious toned story ideas in my head, I’ve got a D.gray Man comedy coming up.

 

Writing that one should be cake, since Kanda’s such a darling. <3

“Infatuation is when you find somebody who is absolutely perfect. Love is when you realize that they aren’t and it doesn’t matter.”

-Unknown

If you guys don’t know why I’m posting this, then that’s fine. I just wanted to keep this as a reminder for when I decide I’m bored and want to look through my past posts.

Past, present, future.

“You can’t do this. You can’t put one relationship on hold for another. It’s like a call waiting… you leave one person on hold long enough, and they are gonna hang up.”
-Unknown

No, this quote has no particular significance. I just thought it was really nice, and really quite true.

Lets see. Today has been really…strange. Haha. Or perhaps I should say that I was strange today, since there was nothing particularly out of the ordinary today…

Ladeda, everything felt okay and normal when I woke up, watched some fumoffu during lunch (yes, after waking up), went “shopping” with dad and then went over to pick kendoshop shipment. Got to school, played around with light-saber and watched people playing around with light-saber, still felt okay. Although I had random silent bouts on the car, but that didn’t feel particularly strange, or emo. I do that all the time.

Ran up and down (rawr, I’m always the runner even when I’m sick, WHY?! =P), finally got settled. And then suddenly, when I was left all alone with nothing to do, the strangest feeling settled on me. =D

It’s so strange I’m not gonna go any further. But it wasn’t strange in the haha way, at the very least. Lawl.

Btw, my shampoo is still respawning. Annoying like hell. ;/

Yea, then strange mood got topped off with……..
Suddenly remembering something, and taking it in a different way since I wasn’t exactly myself at that point in time. And at the same time, I felt like puking.

Or maybe I just didn’t think about it before. Whatever works. =|

Yay. =D

Putting this under rants, cos I think it qualifies as one.

I swear my shampoo bottle is one of those endless reproduction types. I’ve been trying to use up the okay smelling one so I can move on to the bubblegumish one without mom killing me, but it doesn’t seem to be ending and its been MONTHS. :/ Hahaha. Anybody wants to trade the endless spawn shampoo bottle for some magic beans, or a magic goat maybe? ;D

Anyways. Timetable got released like. At 12am, after a gazillion days of waiting. With one week left to school starting, I look at the timetable, and go high, just like with last sem. Sure, it may not be the most awesome timetable in the world, and there are definitely loads of things I’d like to fault *8am classes -coughcough-*, but it’s awesome enough. =D Once again, I find myself with Fridays free! Woooo~

And then I compare my timetable to some others… *laughs*

Yep, the grass is definitely greener on my side of the road. ;D

Good thing bout this sem, 01 gets fridays off too, so Max, Sayn and I can hang out or go catch a movie or something! =D

Which reminds me. Oinkoink, Moomoocow, Heehaw, and Samurai, tell me when ya’ll free please! Especially Samurai. We needa Silent Hill before I fly off and we can’t for like a gazillion months. And I wanna meet all of ya’ll or I’ll miss you guys for months and months!

Puppy and the rest got A’s. Which also reminds me about the cat class reunion thingy. XD

The next order of business is totally unrelated. I’ve got so much of my own projects backlogged and school’s starting again soon! This is very bad. ;(

I’m tired of feeling sick already. D:

Okay, sudden wave of exhaustion washing over me again, shall leave the post here, since I forgot whatever else I wanted to talk about anyway.

Awesome boring update. ;D